25.12.09

Christmas



I woke up this morning and made Christmas Biscuits via Smitten Kitchen. MMMMM. so light and buttery. and...so easy to make! They went wonderfully with my tomato basil soup.

I love Midnight Mass. There is just something about starting out Christmas in a beautiful church with tall ceilings. Though I'm not Catholic anymore, I still take my Grandma to mass and still enjoy it. I love the atmosphere of Catholic churches, I love it when we great others with "Peace be with You," and I love kneeling down before entering the church. As I stand in front of the large sculpture of Jesus, I can't help but realize how unworthy I am of His love and how grateful I am of all He has done. I found myself terrified of my future last night. Because I am such a planner, it is so difficult for me not to know where my life is going. I am so unsure of my future and it's so hard for me to trust that He has a bigger plan for me. I don't know exactly how to do that. It is so hard for me to....trust. So I think that is what I am going to work on this year... trusting.

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